I feel too much again.

Gotta numb it down

to oblivion

down

down

down

Until there is nothing

but a shallow void

no pain

no happiness

just. nothing.

GASP.

Awake again.

Full of regret

full of hatred

for myself

full of sadness.

Take two steps forward,

help someone else.

But again, I feel.

Alone.

Down I go again.

When will it end?